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So bad!!

you are soo not you right now, worst thing is that I still like you

Damn you don't know.

You raped me, then fake me, then ripped me apart.

Then used then fucked me then leave me behind, this is not as much as I can take. No

You're soo gonna regret this. I promise.

...2.53 still beating

When agony becomes time, it never ends...

It never ends, 

when we want more, and we look for

when we care a little too much, and we suffer some intensity 

when we hurt a bit harder, and we don't say those things, we keep those words

we pray for time, we waste our chances, we take for granted, then take it back

we forgive, then we learn...To care

I guess, I am still looking for my time, since you left me, I'm still fighting myself away, but you never knew. You never notice.

For those that will be, and those that are trying, for those to love, for those to warm, for those who need, and those who seek, I sing for those.

For those we walk, for those we talk, for those we live, for those we care, I sing.

For those forgiven, for those beaten, for those defeated, for those that can let go, we sing, for those broken hearts, and those that will never be, I still sing, for those, for you, and sing to hear, to give... for it, for those.  

Failing to Fall

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Blank the papers to another endlessly beginning where we start from nothing to become nothing, to try to get to what we are and keep trying to make it to where we want, blindly knowing we will never get to where we though.

Is as hard as you can make it, but as easy as it will never be, but for us is not that simple, but we do seek for it and freedom, to make what we want, out of what we are.

Is not what we though it would be, we are not allowed anymore, not here, not anywhere else, we reached the line of the Unpredictable and we jump over it, do Not know what's next, for that we will never know, but we do know is bad, we're trying, getting mentally prepared for the LetDowns, as we all know they are coming, coming like images from a dream, a flashback, like scenes from a movie, from memories of what you want, or memories of the day that just passed and you which you did this while you're regretting you didn't, while been threaten by Cops during the drive back home after you left her, Yeah is not me, is the drama, I love him (Overdramatic to the ends), is like pictures from an album, saving your memories for when your down trying to hold back to those moments, deep inside you do know that will never help you get back on yourself, but that's what you need to discover that, you are alone, you are alone, and you will always be alone, single as single as when we were born, except twins they do love each other they are meant to be together but we, we are not, we are just another empty line that never ends.

As the days keep going, I keep telling myself will I ever make something good for me, I should've just stayed there, everybody was happy without me, I guess I am not ready for ppl yet, or... ppl is not yet ready for me. Hell If I know, looks the same to me...

I will never let it go, I've been trying thou, but it does not work, breaking another dilemma on the incoherent scenes of my life, Do I miss her, do I like her, cuz I do I, I love to hang with her, it's just...ah I don't know.

I'm tired being Upside Down all these days, and today I'm Inside Out letting go what I can't but still trying, a lot of ups and downs but that's cool, nothing I cannot take care of, just regret to disappoint my parents.

=/.

The 50 Secrets =/ Shitty

50 Secrets about yourself. Be honest no matter what.

[1] Have you ever been asked out? Yes

[2] Where was your default picture taken? College

[3] What's your full name? Aurelio Moises Pena Lopez

[4] Your current relationship status? Single

[5] Does your crush likes you back? I think not… I’m pretty sure.

[6] What is your current mood? Bored=>Creative=>Anxious=>Hungry (It’s all connected).

[7] What color of shirt are you wearing? The one I was wearing was black but I’m shirtless now.

[8] What color socks are u wearing? No socks on.

[9] Missing something? Someone, but it’s a bit late for that isn’t it…

[10] If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do? Erm nothing.

[11] If you must be an animal for one day, what one? Cat =)

[12] Ever had a near death experience? No, well once I got drunk but very bad I though I was gonna die (overdramatic) and once I was drunk driving with my best friend and we almost had a car accident.

[13] Something you do a lot? Play guitar, sing I do that a LOT

[14] The song stuck in your head? FOB – Sugar We’re Going Down

[15] Name someone with the same birthday as you? Umm there’s someone at college but I don’t remember the name right now.

[16] When was the last time you cried? Last year, I think it was on my birthday.

[17] Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? I did, it was not that big but is quite the same.

[18] If you could have one super power what would it be? Maybe…Read minds or SlowMo Timing thing if that’s how is called…

[19] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Hair, then Face, then Eyes.

[20] What do you usually order from Starbucks? We don’t have Starbucks in D.R. if there’s any well I don’t like it anyways.

[21] What's your biggest secret? Sure, I like someone but she likes someone else.

[22] Favorite color? You can randomly choose between black, blue, white, pink and yellow, maybe green too, so your call.

[23] Do you still watch kiddie shows or tv shows? Once in a while I don’t like the TV.

[24] What's on your walls? Pictures of Jesus and posters of my fav bands.

[25] Who do you trust with everything? Tito, he can handle whatever you name it.

[26] Do you speak any other language? English, French, Spanish…

[27] What's your favorite smell? Jajaja Pizza’s

[28] Describe your life in one word. OverDramatic

[29] Have you ever kissed in the rain? Yes, pretty cool.

[30] What are you thinking about right now? Am I really gonna posted this on FaceBook?, yeah I’m hungry and bored and tired.

[31] What should you be doing? Umm I don’t know, drinking?

[32] Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? Her

[33] How often do u talk to God? Next question.

[34] Do you like working in the yard? Not really, I hate getting dirty.

[35] If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want? Lopez is good, Fair Enough!

[36] Do you act differently around the person you like? Maybe, can’t really tell.

[37] What is your natural hair color? Black

[38] Who was the last person to make you cry? Her

[39] Do you like your life as of now? Yeah, a bit intense though, but ok.

[40] Have any close guy friends? I Am A GUY…

[41] Any plans for tomorrow? Sleep, sleep, sleep, eat, sleep, probably drink some @ Jen’s

[42] How long have you liked the person you like? Uhh, not that much like months…

[43] Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't? Sad, But True.

[44] What are you listening to right now? Silent Hill Soundtrack – Desperate Minds Want Love (River Full Of Love)

[45] Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away? Again, Sad But True.

[46] Have you ever kissed the last person you texted? No, does cheek counts? If no then, No.

[47] Do you think this year will be better than the last? It should be.

[48] Who is the last person you rode in a car with? My brothers.

[49] Could you ever forgive a cheater? I did…

[50] What takes up most of your time? Thinking.

Stuff Con la A ("Jenny made me" Part 2)

1. Tu nombre: Aurelio

2. Una palabra de cuatro letras: algo (lame ;P)

3. Un nombre de niño: Aurelio talvez Andres

4. Un nombre de niña: Alma

5. Una ocupación: Actor

6. Un color: Azul Yeaaah Boy!

7. Algo que te pones: Aeropostale ajajja ;O (Lame)

8. Una comida: American (Does that even exist?)

9. Algo que encuentras en el baño: I don't Know =/

10. Un lugar: Australia

11. Una razón para llegar tarde: aaa I don't know =\ Fuck!

12. Algo que gritas: aaaaaaahhaaa

13. Un título de una película: "An American Hunting" KE NUNCA VI FUCK D.R. :@

14. Algo que tomas: Agua (lame^10)

15. Algo que das: Agua ajajajaja Ok 

16. Algo que compras mucho: Agua aajajaja No 

17. Algo que nunca has visto: Athenas

18. Algo que odias: Almendras

19. Una parte del cuerpo: En serio???

20. Un insulto: Anormal

PS: My name Sucks...we all knew that

OOOH Baby!

25 Random Things... 

(Jenny Made me..)

Okaaaaaay

3..2...1.. GO!

1. Oh Baby! I just got home.

2. My little brother sucks, I'm his babysitter...

3. I just love this number

4. I like taccos, I had taccos tonight, not that good tough

5. I miss who made me do this ): 

6. Lunnettes, I like 'em but I don't need 'em

7. I love my iPod

8. Backwards is... Ready...doPi jajajaj

9. Xbox 360 is good (:

10. Will I ever see Jireeh, Like ever?

11. I wanna go to Los Angeles

12. I love my guitar :D

13. I do love my other guitar ;O

14. there's like 5 guitar at my house, MINE ALL MINE 

15. soooo hungry

16. Oh I just remember Number 14 sucks! (you know why you know why ;) )

17. uhhh No My mom pissed me off

18. already 5 am? 

19. Randomly commenting at facebook this late makes me feel like a Retard...

20. By all means, I am... sort of

21. Sooo I hate sushi.

22. RAW!!! (Randomly Aggressive Way)

23. WOOOOW I have classes at 8 damn

24. Oh crap my I talk to her today =\ (I wanted to tough)

25. Pooola you know who you are (I Just though of that name)

26. I just realize I suck at Call Of Duty

27. Tito Owns m, actually No, he doesn't =\

28. Many is cool not all the time...

29. Durupdupdurupdur

30. I Love Pete Wentz =D

31.. did I just passed...

THis was the biggest dumb ass game ever... if it was any game at all.