Sooo
Hey to somebody that actually read this.
I've been busy and stuff, so I don't have time for blogging like everyday besides this was just to write and write whatever sounds or looks good or catchy but still it's not working, ajajaj No!
OK, I feel...weird...and...lonely for some reason, I miss Jenny more than anything but she's coming tomorrow so I'm happy nooow =D
Anyways, a lot of ups and downs in this two weeks, and I can't blame anybody but me, I've been really crappy with situations all along, and I can't keep a low profile On, so drama is like "I found You Bitch" so yeah, bla bla bla bla same old same old...And I can't help it, No drama No Fun but Still, Drama Shitty things. That just leads me to the main part of the story "Crush", you know my mom always said don't ever let a girl know that you have a crush on her and right now I feel bad cuz I never listened to her, Crush Crush Crush, I got a lot to say right now, 3 Years I can't believe I've been liking this girl for 3 Years and still regrets, remorse, rejections ajajajaj a lot of "No you have a girlfriend" and "no I'm dating someone" and now we're like even, cuz we're both not taken and she's like wow I'm just scared cuz maybe it won't work, I'm so not used to have relationships anymore, that what she said. That's like the biggest dramatic fall ever, and you know I tend to fall from grace pretty often but No It's not cool.
But anyways, today something weird happen, Miss D.A. catch me and she was like looking at me too much earlier we were talking about who's sexy and what and we argued about she's not sexy or maybe she's pushing guys away cuz she's dating this guy that lives in Miami.
Yo like the guy is 27 years old and he's in Miami are you kidding me?
NO, I'm NOt, Thank You!
I just don't like those kind of situations I was there and it's not cool, I hope she won't get double cross or whatever she can deal with it, hope so...
Back to Main Part, we know how to fall fast and we always do it for those that we love that much but hey, F.Y.I. and for Life itself, if there's anybody that you like and you think that person likes you back Go and take the risk "you'll never know until you try" and "you'll never know it'll work until you taste it", So Go and have Fun don't be like Her OK =).
I'm getting tired of this year not even half of the year and I'm tired still it feels like I'm not making any upgrades Oh OH Oh yes I did but they don't count.
I just hope we stop pretending we are killing ourselves in a whirlwind of the same bullshit we made past months, but Hey I still love 'em anyways, they know they know.
This looks like the end, I just wanna say, it's been one of the worst weeks ever and there's more to go How cool is that :) NO =\ I hope everything gets better or back on track the next one,
I'm still falling for her but yet she does not know.
Later!
